love me like your baby ♥

.Thursday, August 19, 2010 ♥

Gossips of the day:

if so much thing will happen so much things i predicted that it will happen and why i step in and hurt myself .. i have n0o idea but feelings it don't just hurt me but it hurts both of us .. i know it hurts yet i chose to give it a try .. a normal night and i continous have 2 nightmare .. i feel insecure , i feel so much feeling .. in confusion .. just becasue i predicited the future yet i am lost .. lost in so many ways .. yet from the hug that night it gave me back my strength to move on bravely and strongly .. i wanted to cry it and tell him how hurting i am and how tired i am .. yet nothing out from my mouth and just a simple hug and turn around my tears flow down .. it good enough by the hug that give me e strength .. my pillar and always use to be my pillar being there for me till that dae i sat at the chair and said this i dunno what should i do .. instead staring blankly and waited the time to pass .. now is confusion .. nothing much till i am back from aust .. (:

your princess @ 2:26 AM

.Friday, July 30, 2010 ♥

Gossips of the day: its over

it been so long since i blog , i wish everything would just like before , the first dae we met , the first time when i held on to his hands and walk across the road , the first time we went out .. my heart felt excitment , sweet and nervous .. even parting for just ahwhile we just couldn't bear to part .. the feeling it just like we wanted to spent every hours , mins and sec together .. been so long haven had such a feeling .. its more like a commitment . i simply miss the time when we are together just the two of us .. but then now thing would nv be back like the same as before .. yes guys will changed and their tails will actually shown up their true self .. i hate him for so much things , if he could just change his bad habit everything would be fine , if he could be more gentle when we quarrel things will be better , if he could put in the extra mile effort showing me that how much he loved me , if he could use more of his time and spent more time with me instead of complaining tired as a excuse .. if he could just changed his jw character everything would be fine .. if he could be more responsible to me , everything will be fine .. if he didn't chose to tell me and find out things i shouldn't find out i
woudln't be so upset .. if he wont flirt around with others girls i wouldn't be so upset .. if he didn't tell me such a disgusting things and where he is going i woudln't be so upset .. but its ok .. i can't accept such a guy anymore .. i think what i said before is true!! whatever he promised had failed .. goodbye love , you can flirt as much as you want now !!

your princess @ 2:16 AM

.Sunday, April 18, 2010 ♥

Gossips of the day:

i have walked through so much this few daes .. knowing whats love .. seeing this couple walked through so much and how much both loved each other and resolved it finally .. but for me it wouldn't be so easy to resolved .. it happens so much things till my heart had died somehow .. i feel tired yet i am lost .. beginning to open up my heart .. and yes i also dropped my tears ytd that he make me feel so touched and wonderful to have such a guy beside but on the other part of me is darren .. i am just numbling myself to let the love fades .. yes i and ester was sharing this last nite .. how come the one that loves you so much like a princess and just simply wan you to be happy yet i am the one not deeply in love with him .. sigh .. now love is not the thing to say abit it right now .. i am just so tired abt to change him .. i know both of u reli love me but all i can say now is sorry (: i reli appreciate everything ..

your princess @ 6:57 AM

.Thursday, April 15, 2010 ♥

Gossips of the day: i wont forget this dae

Its a new year again .. here comes his birthdae again .. every year of todae i wil wish him happy birthday and for the past years i have celebrated with him but sadly not this year .. it been so many years i will make sure present will arrive on this dae but not this year .. this year have changed and make me realised so much .. who is the one that truly treat me good .. all along i know it (: in my heart always he is still the best but after i made a decision i shldn't shed my tears and regret .. through there is so much afterall it just make me stronger each dae .. HAPPY BIRTHDAE (:

your princess @ 8:32 AM

.Friday, February 5, 2010 ♥

Gossips of the day:

sorry is not the word to tell you guys .. mabye because i feel if i believe it in myself .. althrough certain things it may not go to the way u want but remember with the one you love its the happiest thing .. althrough there is unhappiness , there is quarrels but if in the first place there is so much doubts i wouldn't have leave him and be with him because of love .. time will prove ba .. there is so much but i still believe in him and love him .. just because i love him .. mabe i am too demnading too .. but loving someone as wad u say either you accept him for the thinhs you dun like if not break up if you can't take it .. if one dae i can't i will try my best to work out if not break up will be the last options (: thanks guys love you! i know how much u guys care for me .. but eventually i believe the love i had with him (:

your princess @ 8:41 AM

.Monday, February 1, 2010 ♥

Gossips of the day:

i have tried times and times .. i have done my best .. things always does't go the way you want .. so many things to handle nowdaes .. FUCKED!!! i hate things that goes this way but i think its time i am going to let it go .. being firm is the word .. i not going bother anymore!

your princess @ 8:21 AM

.Thursday, January 28, 2010 ♥

Gossips of the day:

been so long .. i hide my feeling of how i feel about her and thank you i let it go all .. betrayer and so much things .. a good friend? not even a call or sms .. this what i meant by close friends? i am dissapointed not by 1 things not by 2 things but many things .. realise so much no one i can trust .. no one will really love you forever .. nothing will stay forever .. nothing remains like how sweet it is .. job will not stay on so smoothly but now i am still doing good in work .. =D every word can be said so sweetly but in the end it may be all rubbish .. omg!! life ... this is life .. it filled with ups and downs .. todae it may be surprising to receive few of my friends msg and worrying abt tmr court (: i will be fine !! thanks you .. i miss sha babe so much .. i miss janice babe .. i miss ivybaobao .. i miss my girlfriends so much (: promise to meet you guys soon ..

your princess @ 8:20 AM