missiiedotty

2010-08-19T02:26:00.000-07:00

if so much thing will happen so much things i predicted that it will happen and why i step in and hurt myself .. i have n0o idea but feelings it don't just hurt me but it hurts both of us .. i know it hurts yet i chose to give it a try .. a normal night and i continous have 2 nightmare .. i feel insecure , i feel so much feeling .. in confusion .. just becasue i predicited the future yet i am lost .. lost in so many ways .. yet from the hug that night it gave me back my strength to move on bravely and strongly .. i wanted to cry it and tell him how hurting i am and how tired i am .. yet nothing out from my mouth and just a simple hug and turn around my tears flow down .. it good enough by the hug that give me e strength .. my pillar and always use to be my pillar being there for me till that dae i sat at the chair and said this i dunno what should i do .. instead staring blankly and waited the time to pass .. now is confusion .. nothing much till i am back from aust .. (:

its over

2010-07-30T02:16:00.000-07:00

it been so long since i blog , i wish everything would just like before , the first dae we met , the first time when i held on to his hands and walk across the road , the first time we went out .. my heart felt excitment , sweet and nervous .. even parting for just ahwhile we just couldn't bear to part .. the feeling it just like we wanted to spent every hours , mins and sec together .. been so long haven had such a feeling .. its more like a commitment . i simply miss the time when we are together just the two of us .. but then now thing would nv be back like the same as before .. yes guys will changed and their tails will actually shown up their true self .. i hate him for so much things , if he could just change his bad habit everything would be fine , if he could be more gentle when we quarrel things will be better , if he could put in the extra mile effort showing me that how much he loved me , if he could use more of his time and spent more time with me instead of complaining tired as a excuse .. if he could just changed his jw character everything would be fine .. if he could be more responsible to me , everything will be fine .. if he didn't chose to tell me and find out things i shouldn't find out i
woudln't be so upset .. if he wont flirt around with others girls i wouldn't be so upset .. if he didn't tell me such a disgusting things and where he is going i woudln't be so upset .. but its ok .. i can't accept such a guy anymore .. i think what i said before is true!! whatever he promised had failed .. goodbye love , you can flirt as much as you want now !!

2010-04-18T06:57:00.000-07:00

i have walked through so much this few daes .. knowing whats love .. seeing this couple walked through so much and how much both loved each other and resolved it finally .. but for me it wouldn't be so easy to resolved .. it happens so much things till my heart had died somehow .. i feel tired yet i am lost .. beginning to open up my heart .. and yes i also dropped my tears ytd that he make me feel so touched and wonderful to have such a guy beside but on the other part of me is darren .. i am just numbling myself to let the love fades .. yes i and ester was sharing this last nite .. how come the one that loves you so much like a princess and just simply wan you to be happy yet i am the one not deeply in love with him .. sigh .. now love is not the thing to say abit it right now .. i am just so tired abt to change him .. i know both of u reli love me but all i can say now is sorry (: i reli appreciate everything ..

i wont forget this dae

2010-04-15T08:32:00.000-07:00

Its a new year again .. here comes his birthdae again .. every year of todae i wil wish him happy birthday and for the past years i have celebrated with him but sadly not this year .. it been so many years i will make sure present will arrive on this dae but not this year .. this year have changed and make me realised so much .. who is the one that truly treat me good .. all along i know it (: in my heart always he is still the best but after i made a decision i shldn't shed my tears and regret .. through there is so much afterall it just make me stronger each dae .. HAPPY BIRTHDAE (:

2010-02-05T08:41:00.000-08:00

sorry is not the word to tell you guys .. mabye because i feel if i believe it in myself .. althrough certain things it may not go to the way u want but remember with the one you love its the happiest thing .. althrough there is unhappiness , there is quarrels but if in the first place there is so much doubts i wouldn't have leave him and be with him because of love .. time will prove ba .. there is so much but i still believe in him and love him .. just because i love him .. mabe i am too demnading too .. but loving someone as wad u say either you accept him for the thinhs you dun like if not break up if you can't take it .. if one dae i can't i will try my best to work out if not break up will be the last options (: thanks guys love you! i know how much u guys care for me .. but eventually i believe the love i had with him (:

2010-02-01T08:21:00.000-08:00

i have tried times and times .. i have done my best .. things always does't go the way you want .. so many things to handle nowdaes .. FUCKED!!! i hate things that goes this way but i think its time i am going to let it go .. being firm is the word .. i not going bother anymore!

2010-01-28T08:20:00.000-08:00

been so long .. i hide my feeling of how i feel about her and thank you i let it go all .. betrayer and so much things .. a good friend? not even a call or sms .. this what i meant by close friends? i am dissapointed not by 1 things not by 2 things but many things .. realise so much no one i can trust .. no one will really love you forever .. nothing will stay forever .. nothing remains like how sweet it is .. job will not stay on so smoothly but now i am still doing good in work .. =D every word can be said so sweetly but in the end it may be all rubbish .. omg!! life ... this is life .. it filled with ups and downs .. todae it may be surprising to receive few of my friends msg and worrying abt tmr court (: i will be fine !! thanks you .. i miss sha babe so much .. i miss janice babe .. i miss ivybaobao .. i miss my girlfriends so much (: promise to meet you guys soon ..

2009-12-29T10:41:00.000-08:00

todae was feeling upset and down .. heard not by one or two .. but people sense and feel it .. omg that the way i feel more hurt .. thanks you ester!! =D i am late for like an hr for meeting her .. sadness plus touched by what my guy friend said .. i always believe no matter how far all of us all apart .. eventually we all matters .. my dearest good friends is all coming for my birthdae .. espcially the 6 of you .. the grp that will nv separate .. it brightens my dae by that msg!! (: its complicated but how long can i hang on to? i dunno wait till things slowly fsde i will be better .. (: i could just tell myself nothing much to think about .. wad comes it will comes what goes it will go .. agree!! mabye i am a strong girl again!! yeah!!! no more fear but i accept what it will comes!! =D

all my dearest friends can't wait to meet up with you guys this sat .. but pleas enjoy yea!!

yeah

2009-12-12T11:25:00.000-08:00

its time to update (:

yes i need a break!! so i am going to batam on next sun (: hooray!!!

althrough life had ups and downs but thank god friends has always by my side , my angel and someone that love me .. its is not as bad as the hurt before

life have been fun this daes .. yes leading back to my so called single life .. yes i have been travelling alot this daes .. the dae before was having dinner with J and M and ps WH .. omg!! lols i am sorry!! .. headed to meet my friends for supper at gelyang and kbox till 4M in the morning .. todae work was ok not much stress .. after i end work he came and pick me up and headed with him to mirrori jap resturant .. the food was nice and i ate till reli full .. after that he brought me to a special place to enjoy the sky filled with so much stars .. yes the stars was reli alot .. this is the first time i seen so many stars .. it was beautiful .. out of sudden i feel so peaceful .. i am reli surprised!! friends actually fetch me up for dessert after that .. yeah i went to demsey road for ben and jerry ice cream .. then headed down to mount fabre to enjoy the scenery and the crazy s took so much photos .. lols (: thank you it just fun and enjoyable with you guys .. <3>

take care guys .. appreciate and loves

2009-12-07T07:06:00.000-08:00

am i really happy?

work have been a stressful thing nowadaes .. work and work is work again .. somehow i am so tired .. my job is still my priority .. mabe i can't trust anyone anymore .. i am so tired with work nowadaes but i am still hanging on .. i never know what will it be next .. like wad a friend told me be with someone that love you like a million bucks .. i heard so much yet i still chose this path .. but it no longer seem like i am who i am anymore .. i miss the times where i can share my everything with someone but its is far behind (:

it just upsets me knowing so much yet i still give u the most respect .. dun break the heart of us .. i heard so much .. HYPOCRITE!! TWO-FACED !! LIAR !! FAKED!! YOU CAN'T AFFORD TO LOSE!! but i still believe ur kind heart will nv pull you down into such a person ..

2009-11-26T03:08:00.000-08:00

i am sorry

i know everything is not gonna be fine

i know your're hurting

your heart is bleeding

i know nothing can't be help this time round

i am sorry

no matter how many sorry it wont help the hurt in you

once a hurt is caused it will be a broken heart

it can't be mend again

once its broken its all over

all i could say is sorry

nothing more to say

but just 3 words to say : I AM SORRY

althrough you're still the best

althrough you're the one that truly love me

althrough i know so much things

althrough i used to be ur priority

althrough you used to pamper me like a princess

althrough i know how much you done for me

althrough i know u reseverse all the good things for me

althrough i know no matter how lost i am . u will try to help

althrough i know so much ...... yet

i am sorry

i love him (: i am happy with him

I MISS ROCHELL TAI

2009-11-01T22:13:00.000-08:00

sometimes dunno knowing the truth izzit good or bad .. i reli dunno .. when i came to realise it or know the truth it upset me more .. why do people actually do that .. to caught another person attention or wad? dissapointed but it just make the person super low only ..

yeah i took cab to amk ytd after wrk guess wad mr dylan pay for my cab!! wahahaha headed to amk for dinner and i keep complaining headache , feel like vomiting .. his first reaction is ''r u pregnant'' is he crazy?? stupid skinny pig!! hahas i didn't had anything the whole entire dae .. so i feel like vomiting when stomach is empty .. i stress myself too much on work that led to my headache duh!! .. hahas woke up todae .. boss called me at 12plus needed the key for the shop .. i am sleeping no choice woke up and went down pass her the key .. haha i am so tired .. yeah i am heading out soon to meet janice babe first .. sweetie tania confirm still sleeping .. lols i just got to wait for her call .. hahahs (: i am heading to town!!

i totally dislike and hate the fucking attitude .. yes i didn't went is all purely my own decision .. do you get it clear!!! my own fucking decision .. dun be over concern it will just run out of control .. is my life not urs .. i know i wont i regret or else i wont chose to give up .. as wad i said i will prove to u without even a stupid paper .. I CAN MAKE IT!!!! time will prove!! i have prove it once!!

2009-10-29T07:56:00.000-07:00

happy happy (: hee todae morning have wake up and thanks to all the irritating calls and sms .. lols why dun let me slp more!! hahahas mr dylan call me twice and i pick up .. because i have overslept .. lols andrew call me twice .. lols thnaks you is not morning call for me .. lols so pls dun wake me up .. a 5 mins slp to me is oso precious .. hahas but appreciated.. guess wad dylan reach earlier than me todae and we work together had lunch together .. lols after lunch through we still jokes .. lol simply no time just work and work ,, so shag but its all worth it .. i hit my top grooming sales .. woohoo!! lol his first dae but he is not noob!! lols he is good!! after work both of us reli hungry .. reli eat alot at the hongkong resturant .. and i headed back home le .. so tired (: his jokes can make u laugh until non-stop .. lols i had fun !! thanks thanks !!

ivybabe ; jia you hors!! love you

sat nite we are going enjoy!!! yeah!!

2009-10-27T11:52:00.000-07:00

todae was feeling dissapointed in myself .. i forget the dates!!! so i give up!! it may dissapointing to some of my friends when they reli give me the encouragement and constantly asking but ..... my concenntration in work and my fun i totally forget abt it .. well had a chat with kat and fiz ytd at they didn't blamed me but encourage me all the way .. for this few daes i have been eating diff type of food .. korean food and thai food .. its nice !! yes i went to the altantis other dae .. it a thai club .. quite a big place .. todae after noon saw god mummy tremble in the shop .. dunno wad shld i say or console her but she is so upset with her own things till she drops her tears and ii may see another history happening by stress and depression .. hais i could only make laugh and she can still worried i have not eaten and brought me lunch .. however i had fun after work todae .. went dinner with dylan at amk .. lols poor him have to help me carry my babies dogfood .. hahas headed to sing todae .. yea i reach home at 2plus .. reli tired .. halloween party am i going to maska?? i reli dunno .. tired tired !! oh ya a good news to share !! i might be chionging my work starting frm next mth .. may be working 7 daes a week during one of every mth of a week .. it give me less shopping , dinners , meet ups , less thinking and putting my concentation on work .. hee (: lols i may be too tired to even go out .. anyways its tania babe birthdae in another few daes time .. yeah it is confirm to spent the whole dae with her on coming mondae!! been a long time we both go for our shoppings .. happy happy (:

2009-10-24T12:18:00.000-07:00

i am late for work todae!!! (: reached home at 7am this morning .. i am reli shag !!!! ytd headed to drink with eugene , yz , dylan .. lols enjoyed the nite with them .. lols i keep grumble i am hungry and ate chicken wings and my favorite cup noodles .. hahas headed to rav club to meet len and kat .. went to drink again and played pool with dylan .. stupid!! cuz i keep lose .. hahahas (; todae headed to bugis to meet kat for shopping and dinner .. had a sumptous dinner with her .. i love the desserts at bentener cafe !! anyways the food was nice .. headed for our shopping and yes i brought a top again .. hahahas after that we headed to rav club for awhile and saw a grp of friends was there .. but in the end i went back to pasir ris at 1am meeting friends to slack .. listerning to my favorite songs and i am back home!! yeah i am hungry again but i am too tired to eat le .. hahas anyways goodnite my friends (: it fun just with friends around me!! thanks you!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO LARRY!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAE TO KAREN BABE

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAE TO CHEN XI

sorry is not the word

but the truth (: it just dissapointing!!

2009-10-22T10:33:00.000-07:00

its blogging time (:

i am back home with a smile todae .. totally have no mood todae .. feeling down and moody .. how i wish there was someone by my side .. however just a call .. rochell babe reli came and meet me at shop .. i feel so sweet .. tmr is grandma bdae i simply miss her .. one yr ago i just gave a kiss on her cheeks and end with happy birthdae .. i am busy with work till very late last yr .. it make me regret!! i can't nv spent every birthdae with her anymore .. i and rochell headed to dinner after work and went to meet yz babe at bedok .. after hearing so much i realised : take it easy!! LOL (: dun think of hurt and unhappiness .. its all over!! thinking so much , missing him so much will he know? he wont so wads the point brooding abt it .. let it go and give up!! ytd was a pampering dae .. didn't had my breadkfast neither lunch .. suddenly R appear and brought me two curry puff .. thanks for the thoughts .. it reli surprising !! went out dinner with denis .. he came and pick me up frm shop and headed bugis for steamboat .. heading back to the car i pass by boozer and saw wenjie was there .. just because of his birthdae i had to go in and drink a cup of martell .. lols then denis fetch me to meet my friends and i headed to dartz ytd and another pub with my friends .. had fun (: then when i am going back home , denis pick me up frm boat quay and sent my friends back home and lastly me!! thanks and appreciated!! unexpected but it just filled with surprises!!! thanks my friends!!

i am in love with this song :''gai wang le ni dui bu dui''

2009-10-20T11:48:00.001-07:00

i am just so tired todae after work ): had my dinner only at 11plus .. i am so hungry!!!! meet up with kk for awhile before heading home to change to meet up larry , CE , JP, clement .. lols we chat till its about to rain .. 2plus in the morning .. had a enjoyable time with them .. (: omg tmr got to work again .. i am so tired .. anwyays i found my aim and goal in life .. i may not have much time having fun and slacking .. but i am gald that i know where i am heading to .. and not blindly just working .. YEah!! happy girl !!!!!! i am happy (: i have a deep thought and realise friends are reli important .. they are there when u are sad , happy and during the ups time and downs time .. thanks my friends (: i reli appreaciate those who always there by my side everydae !! thank you is the only word i can say .. i'll promise to meet up soon !! (:

thinking too much is not good

sometimes life may not go the way you want

but awaes learn to be strong !

2009-10-19T11:28:00.000-07:00

hee todae went out was quite tired and someone told me this : enjoy and have fun all the way and dun think of anything .. you will be happy enjoying the things you do .. i made it todae!!! i enjoyed myself todae and i felt happy with friends around me .. thanks .. went junction 8 and meet dylan and yi shun .. stupid!! make me wait for 45 mins .. lols i m smart enough to go shop around first .. lols headed to lunch and went to amk to play pool .. ok i met my shi fu!!! LOLS (: was quite exciting and fun .. after pool headed to dhoby ghuat .. shop around and dylan complained he is hungry .. is 4 hrs after i ate my dinner again .. by the time i finish my dinner and i am super full .. lols i brought three dress todae .. (: then they are damn funny .. buy one one thing they will give comments and @#$%^&* just simply fun to hang out with them .. laugh until can die and ''his'' @#$%^&* .. lols i went back home quite early todae .. and saw sweetie kat and yz at my hse .. guess wad are they doing??? playing mahjong .. i just too tired to join them .. in the end we chat till 11plus .. then yz complain she is craving for food .. i went out to eat again .. lols i am just very full todae .. nv ending eating!! omg!! then R call and he is downstairs my hse and i went out slack again .. in the end we went car wash and back home .. LOLS i am just too tired!! yeah finally i am working tmr .. gonna meet larry and cheng en after work!!! woo!! it been so long .. wads will be my wed program after work??

i miss rochell tai!!!

2009-10-18T20:48:00.000-07:00

i just woke up and going out at 2plus .. had a nice sleep without thinking anything .. lols in the dae saw R appear at my shop .. pei me till 3plus and had lunch together .. hahas i know you care!!! then after work i went home to change and my aunt fetch me to meet my friends .. hee i went tampines meet dylan and su .. lols wanted ask R along .. suddenly i saw him somewhere .. it is not surprised neither fate .. lols then headed down to east coast to had our dinner and dylan is still the same nv ending ''@#$%^*?'' stupid him!!! but he can reli make people laugh .. out with him when u 're sad is the best .. yeah!! thank you !!! went out him till 3plus ytd .. went drink and stupid lance drunk so fast or else i will be at whiskey bar with them .. lols thanks dylan still sent me back home till my doorstep .. i can say ''GENTLEMAN!!'' hahas i am heading out soon to junction 8 .. meetin dylan and friends for moive !!

2009-10-17T14:44:00.000-07:00

todae work was alrite .. lols RW brought his two little cute babies to the shop todae brighten up my dae cause both sushi and mika is so cute!!! lols i wan my MINI MALTESES!!!! he didn't forgret wad i need most when i am working ''pokka green tea'' .. lols thanks for the little thoughts !! then end work late todae and headed to meet lance and su darling .. lols then headed back home to change and i realise i am late to meet my girlfriend for dinner .. went to eat steamboat .. hahas luckily my fren pick me up frm my hse and fetch me to meet my girlfrend .. i am not very late ..(: thanks thanks !! in the midnite went to meet sweetie yz and eugene at tampines .. pei them until 3plus then went on to meet raymond at my area!!! lols he came all the way down to just buy me a drink , sit and talk ... super long nv meet up but we missed out ah boy .. hahahas he is sleeping !! so STUPID!!! i gonna hammer him tmr (: reached home realised i got only 4 hrs sleep before heading to work .. i totally forget i need to wake up early!! its gathering nite tmr!!

2009-10-15T11:06:00.001-07:00

yeah i am back to blog .. had super fun times with the guys ytd (: it so fun and crazy cause its clubbing nite .. hahahas we have done crazy things .. hahahha i just loved to dance with sweetie and the 3 guys .. high and excited!!! haha i love clubbing!!! lols tmr is fridae .. it may be clubbing night or mahjong night .. omg!!! it gonna filled with fun everydae .. yeah i have fun tonight too (: went to eat crab for dinner and reli paiseh cause i am late again .. as usual .. LOLS =D i feel super bad!!! headed down to east coast with su darling and another guy friend to chill .. i realised so much things ..

loving is not just by saying but it takes time to prove and show the person how much u love him/her .. love is the everydae effort that put in to show that u really love him/her!! it is not by one dae you can forget and end the love .. it may take weeks , months or years to let go and forget .. if someone told u he/she can accept someone the next dae after break up .. omg i think that person doesn't love you!! so sad .. my few friends is undergoing break up .. is this the season now?

edward and yz sweetie is both undergoing the hurt , sadness and missing and stuff .. be strong yea? is hard but you guys got to try .. it nv be easy but time will heal .. if you still think you reli love him/her go for it .. if that person doesn't seem to bother or just say i love you for the sake of it .. then FORGET IT and MOVE ON

every girl wish is to find someone that use his heart to love her and not by saying but actions (:

EXCITED . FUN : going bike riding with shuan next month!!! woohoo!!

2009-10-11T10:03:00.000-07:00

thanks for stanz for the rose and the liang cha !!!

todae was quite a tired dae .. rushing up and down .. luckily he came and fetch me up and down .. (: todae went to kel and grace wedding .. as wad we all conclude the food wasn't reli good .. ytd went out to meet jo and yz for our babes meet up .. i have so much fun and crazy being with them .. went to boozer and drink , sing and craps all the way .. i simply love the nite with girlfriends .. (photos will post up soon) .. i gonna congrats lauren for giving birth to a baby girl , and yeahs my dearest sweetie girl is pregnant! i am happy for her (: i am leaving to korea on may for a month .. my persistance and my bu she de .. omg gosh its one month .,. i dunno how to survive without my freedom for a month!!! ha

i am sorry to :

janice babe : i promise i will meet up with you really soon !
ivy babe : dinner time will be arrange soon yea?
stella darling : neglecting you is a mistake .. i will meet up with you soon to catch up simply cause i miss you !!
sweetie shi hui and may : psing you guys always .. i will join with you girls to club on wed (:
sweetie yizhen : dun lost , he doesn't worth your tears and be strong!! he is just an idiot!!! call me when you're lost i will be there for you and sorry for not able to pei you tonight

i am thanks you to :

everyone that always stood there in my ups and downs times .. i know how much you guys care for me , worried for me and love me i am sorry abt the psing always and i will meet up with you girls and guys soon (: misses

iloveROCHELLTAI for her sweet caring words!!!
i am so touched!!

2009-10-07T12:13:00.000-07:00

it been a really long time since i blog

reli apologise .. life has been hectic this daes .. i seen through so many things that had happen todae .. i began to be strong and feel nth anymore cause i simply believe guys are not trustable ... some guys are simply just fucktard .. simply sucks the feeling .. went drinkin with girlfriend .. omg it hurts to see her liddat .. 9 yrs relationship end up just that .. good guys are hard to find .. lols no matter how much they say i miss you or i love you just bullshit ... sorry to conderm but towards some guys are liddat .. it just freaking hurting .. guys who cannot understand then why make the girls so terrible .. are guys so heartless .. omg!!! cannot imagined it .. lols life have been interesting went many places this daes .. many food hunting and shopping .. i am so tired nowdaes .. (: working seem to be stress but its all over ... yeah!! i know how to manage it already .. thanks stanz for all ur concern love and care .. appreciated !!

its hurtings but let it go .. love you sweetie (:

be super duper strong!

and never had silly thoughts

2009-09-20T12:38:00.000-07:00

yes i am back blogging (:

yeah i end work early todae to meet up with rw and cousins .. went kbox and enjoy and seen them enjoy all the way .. its fun and enjoyable nite .. (: headed to my mahjong session'@ 12am .. just came back home reli tired but had fun and jokes all the way .. it will nv be so fun with you friends around me (: i just feel so pamper .. the good friends will always stood by my side .. yea i am just satisfied with life .. !! I MISS SWEETIE JOE!!!!

todae sweetie joe lost her job and she is sick .. i just hope the little help of mine can help her through .. goodluck for ur interview and i just have the confidence in you !!

i miss shopping spree with girlfriends ..

i miss clubbing with you girls

i miss our chill out in the night with you girls

i miss the times we jokes , talks and the fun

i promise i will meet you guys soon (:

work is making me insanse and the stress but i just enjoy it .. yeah is off dae yet i have to work .. i gotta wake up at 8am tmr and work (: omg tired tired i am just left with 4 hrs of sleep .. :( lols its all worth it (:

thank you

2009-08-03T12:52:00.000-07:00

1 word to say firstly to my dearest friends and love is : THANK YOU

yes my grooming competition has ended .. it filled with surprises and sweetness .. althrough didn't win anything but i have passed .. quite down at that point when the competiton begin .. the most sweetest thing that nv failed is he is always there by my side .. i told him even its $10 call back it's worth it during the point when i am tense , stressed and scared .. his voice make me gain my confidence and make me feel so much better .. didn't expected but he reli called during the last min and ended with love you .. (: thanks you darlings and friends msg and those who came down .. Karen , Ethan , Bernice , Kel, Rina and D .. hee so sweet can??? LOLS thank you the wei that fetch me home and change my attire again and nv did i realise i found another lu chi die die need GPS .. lols no GPS = DIE .. hahas without him i doubt i can even go in enter the competition with my attire .. guess wad the dae before wei mei has helped me prepared most of the things and the last min things that i need .. thank you thank you .. lols i wasn't supposed to go out during the dae before competition .. i am such a clever girl know how to sneak out and went airport supper with friends .. lols

2 daes before competition i received present frm sweetest may .. hee during this daes encouragement , love and concern had nv failed to be there by them .. how sweet can it be .. till todae i feel so pampered and loved can by my friends .. (: lols because i realise i got alot of fetching frm my friends .. D , RW , FRANK and WEI .. thanks you thanks you !!!!!!

todae went dinner with RW to celebrate .. lols i simply love the butter sotong for dinner todae and headed to meet darling su after that .. after saying so much to me i realised how much she used her heart to love me yet i regretted if i was by her side ............ anyways frank fetch me back home todae .. ya reached back home was like almost 3am .. (:

all wrapped in two words : THANK YOU!!

i know i have neglected you , promise yet i didn't do it due to my own fun .. i know you understand .. i feel reli sorry .. i wont let us drift apart because you know how important you are to me .. ''physically apart , heart connected'' ..

its fun to have you guys in life

2009-07-24T08:11:00.000-07:00

life was great this daes .. clubbing , theory paper has over!! YEAH!!!! its enjoying time .. however competiton will b on the next sun .. thanks you for all your support .. thank you thank you .. i will nv have so much fun without guys .. the touching part of the dae was this sentence 'i dun wan to see you get hurt , it will breaks my heart' darling girl you're so sweet !! THANK YOU THANK YOU

todae work was quite relax .. despite tiredness but thank you RW for feeding me like a fat pig again during dinner todae .. lols i have complain alot .. LOL cause when i am out dinner with him he will pamper me with plently of food like feeding a pig liddat .. hahahahs idiot i am on DIET!!!! (: I WANT MY EGG MAYO!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-19T13:55:00.000-07:00

didn't know why the truth always make me feel so hurt and sad .. its e dae he left that 10 secs make me confused .. why must the truth be so hurting yet i didn't realise anything had happen till todae i realise it .. (:

todae was a tiring dae .. had my mahjong session with clement , james and yizhen ytd till morning 6am .. went breadkfast and headed home .. it just a mahjong game yet i enjoy the conversation that we shared and jokes .. lols reli feel so bad that after so long then meet .. and guess wad knowing i am sick ytd due to my stupid stomach , flu and cough .. lols i used up all the toliet paper in the room .. hahahahas

i am just too lazy and tired to blog .. tmr is off dae yet it nv seem to have never ending things for me to do .. i need my BEAUTY SLEEP!! IT 5.30AM and DENN is still chatting with me in msn .. i am reli sleepy!!!! I WANT TO SLEEP .. hahas (: it will be another long week .. 'theory paper ' poodle poodle poodle!! i am going insane seeing poodle .. lols!! i am going enjoy the week again!! YEAH!!

thanks you clement for fetching me back

thanks you J , YZ , C, S that reli worried for my stomach , cough and flu!! (its getting better)

thanks you friends for all the concern

THANK YOU THANK YOU!!

your promise :

MELBORUNE , GOLDCOAST , SYDNEY , QUEENLAND

2009-07-06T09:42:00.000-07:00

i am back to blog .. hahas (: life is awaess filled with the ups and downs

todae is off dae again .. went school and saw this poodle yet ... hmm so many misunderstanding .. yet i have to explain and explain .. super angry!! believe it anot .. i have explained everything detailed and clearly!!!! wad hurts me badly is someone who added in a simple sentence in this whole thing which make me feel very angry and upset .. a simple thing yet it become so fuck .. anyway its between human thinking again .. its hard to figure out but doesn't matter .. it just need time to understand ..

had fun this few daes for my illegal driving and i drove a manual car .. its abit scary la .. hahaha but its still fun or else i wont be addicted in it .. and because for my own fun and enjoyment i neglect my few friends .. which i reli didn't mean it .. i am reli sorry .. tmr is back to spent more time with tania babe amd other friends .. its an na bdae .. going be fun enjoying .. wed is another nite with jo and xy and where we are heading??? its swimming time!!! hahas thur omg i know last week i have ps ivyxlongbaobao for dinner .. here i am going to make up for the psing and guess this week it friends occupying time again .. how can i miss this fun???

althrough todae nv reli done much in cutting but everyone sat down and communicate and crapping .. lols so funny and it awaes sweet to have a big dinner gathering .. had dinner with park , lauren, tania , rachael , amelia , keith and may .. its was a nice dinner and we just joke the whole process but when it time to be serious and it will be our serious talk .. saw audi in the shop todae super cute .. and guess i was surprise to see wilson appear in the shop todae .. didn't pay any attention in wad he is toking .. omg i feel i am reli very dao nv even say hi .. LOLS mabe it doesn't matter much .. (: this two daes gastic pain .. i feel terrible for awhile and wad i realise friends have been naggin pls eat ur meals .. hahas i appreciate for the concern but i will TRY to eat alrite my dearest friends? sweetie may and park told me something that touched my heart again .. it feel sweet and gulity!!

my passion

2009-06-24T07:11:00.000-07:00

here are some pictures for the past 1 week!!

this two is just simply two cute baby golden retrivers!!

been a super long time since i update .. reli apologise!

back to wad i am busying with the whole week .. * !!ILLEGAL DRIVING , * KBOX , CLUBBING @ CLUB NANA , preparing SKC COMPETITON , STUDYING , MEETING UP WITH FRIENDS AND WORKING!! weekends is nv failed to filled with enjoyable events going on .. i am just happy with life and everything , work , love , friends and challenging events going on but definitely not things i got to study .. still then i didn't stop to study my grooming theory (:
my passion . my life!

my life have nv failed to have my loved ones that always pampered me . love me and care for me .. every word and concern frm my friends , god mum , teacher and baby .. melts my heart .. i know i am reli blessed !! seriously thanks you !! the fetching , the worrying . the concern and understandin .. btw i have brought my 2nd pair of scissors i m so happy .. i am just xing fu the xiao nu ren!!

lastly upcoming events that i will be doing this months will b e the KL trip , theory exam , skc competiton and a trip down to melbourne in aug to be with baby simply because i miss him and then it will be my o levels exams !! omg gosh!! hahas my dearest nagging friends have keep nagging at me STUDY STUDY STUDY!!! haha i appreciate everything !!

tiring

2009-06-07T22:54:00.000-07:00

2009-05-31T22:07:00.000-07:00

been a fun and long week .. pei love almost everydae .. even despite meeting my friends i will make a point to meet him ... its was a satudae .. its was love sis bdae .. filled with food and a birthdae cake .. knowing i will be bored for the nite while love need to entertain the cousins .. i went out to meet ms , roc and jia sheng .. lol had our favorite supper time at a coffeeshop at bugis .. omg the teh milk and the milo sux like hell .. hahahas super not nice!! condem that shop .. headed to golden mile to have a drink and sing k .. headed to cosy bay and chill and love and love came and pick me up and fetch roc back .. so sweet to come pick me up .. anyways love had left me ytd to melbourne .. he will be back after 8 mths for a week .. and me definitely wont wait for him to come back after 8 mths .. i will be there in 4 mths time .. (: was a sad parting to see him leaving me .. tears was falling down the moment he left .. can't bear too .. but life is awaes liddat .. accept it and i believe ''physically part , heart connected'' ..

IT BREAKS MY HEART

i dunno why this dae our friendship with u had worsen .. we are drifting apart and i reli can't be bothered too .. u nv put in the effort .. understand? nv for all this daes .. ''walking through the ups and down '' u think the promise is still there ma .. contacting u because i care for u .. meeting u is telling u how much i reli care to able to communicate and be ur listerning ear .. yet the least i hope u wld understand yet it become dissapointment and it breaks my heart ,, you have changed !

2009-05-27T08:57:00.000-07:00

todae so happy early morning wake up then went to love hse prepare breakfast .. hee (: it came out i love you on the bread and a heart shaped egg .. lols i think not very nice end up love say not bad .. hee then took a nap at his hse and me was slping so tired to wake up so early ,, apply leave for work to pei him one whole full dae .. headed to central to eat my favourite bbq squid and had our lunch .. went shopping and brought many stuff .. brought god grandma a jade necklace .. love say its nice .. hee shop till evening headed to bugis to meet su darling and frank for dinner .. (:

a future with you ..

i love you baby (:

i am so happy being with you .. can't part with you even a dae

baby i miss you

fun , laughter and joy

2009-05-17T10:03:00.000-07:00

its never failed to passed the nite with fun , laughter and joy ..

here its goes for the past few daes .. i had fun for the whole week .. lols nv ending enjoying , playing and having fun .. for the past 3 daes i been out till 3 to 4 am ..headed for dinner at geylang with lq and i awaes late .. this time i am late for 45 mins .. lols by the time we end dinner is 11pm .. lols luckily he got the patience and reli feel bad abt it and went out to meet su darling and headed for supper with nic too .. by the time i reach back home its 4 am le .. 2nd dae a sumptous dinner was cook by god grandma and grandpa .. frankie came and fetch us out again .. we went on to our supper with the 2 sweetie , nich and ben .. lols had lots of fun together and was reli tired when i am back home .. todae end work .. met with rochell , ming shun , jia sheng and shan liang .. lols went for our dinner .. had our usual jokes and chatting ... lols i am back home super early todae .. 11plus .. lols that is considered early .. anways karen babe is back tmr frm tyoko and fries is oso back frm phunket and the good thing is tmr is off dae ! the week have past gone and i had so much fun .. (: going to update soon!

congrats to storm that won champion again (:

its blogging time

2009-05-10T08:31:00.000-07:00

yippe its blogging time .. ytd had a reli fun nite .. although didn't went club ytd but went on to mount faber enjoy the wind and the scenery .. (: then headed to marine parade to have a drink and headed down to kallang for kbox .. had fun but luckily i didn't touch and liqour coz i am not sad le .. hee .. lq came and fetch me frm kallang and da pao supper for mummy .. reached hm 2am .. morning woke up breadkfast is prepared for me .. so sweet rite yet i didn't had my breadkfast .. was a busy dae todae end work at 7plus instead of 5 todae .. went on dinner with parents at bedok and headed to meet rochell babe .. been a few daes since we met .. lol its off dae tmr yet i have so much thing to do .. anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO IVYXLONGBAOBAO (: sorry for not able to celebrate it with you .. will make up next week .. <3

2009-05-09T05:38:00.000-07:00

i am back!! ytd nite before i sleep i heard a sweetest sentence frm su darling .. thanks!! reached back hm at 3plus and thanks for frankie that fetch me back home safely .. morning woke up mummy called and give me a wake up call knowing that i will be late for work .. hee work was fun todae .. baby emmie had stones in her stomach .. thats hurt me alot knowing she is suffering but all i can is to give her the nv ending sayang .. hee (: end work karen babe pick me up and babies frm wrk .. i changed and my dad fetch me out to meet my friends .. althrough think it over they are reli sweet and care for how i feel yet i am just too sturborn .. i had a wonderful dinner at su hse knowing that sheryl had done a part in the cooking .. (: had lots of fun being with the 3 of them and the happiest thing that can happen is i went to feed stray cats .. they are reli hungry and gald that now their stomach is full .. dun need to worry the cats have to go hungry for the nite .. here i am blogging .. yes it another nite going to have lots of fun again cuz i am going clubbing with friends and new friends .. (: yeah!!

2009-05-08T08:22:00.000-07:00

althrough feeling sad and down but i am reli gald mum and god-mummy actually understand how i feel .. i feel so blessed everytime when i am down i am sure all my dearest will be by my side .. and darling su asked me for a drinkin session tonight .. i received fries msg frm paris ytd (: all wrapped in 3 words .. hee todae was a busy dae at work but my sweetest mum actually came and fetch me frm work and had a reli good talk with her and dinner together .. reli feel so gald .. yeah !! tmr going out again .. so happy .. gonna celebrate ivybaobao bdae on sundae!!!! its 11plus at nite and i am going out now (: take care everyone!!

it have nv failed

2009-04-25T09:32:00.000-07:00

my life have nv failed to bring me the joy and happiness .. everything stable down .. my missing towards him seem to fade it off long ago .. the love i used to have .. the little puppy eyes looking at and his every single sweet memories .. the words that melt my heart and the every ways of pampering me make me seem it like he is the whole world yet .. but when it came down to a point of marriage i realise he is not guy .. i lost the security !! so in the end all i could say is its all over long ago .. (:

omg back to work .. todae was toking with benedict after finishing doing all my dogs .. knowing he is going away for 4 months .. lols anyways i and girl have drifiting apart .. hmm without failed the next few daes will be filled with shoppings with my galsfrens .. party .. drinking and dinners with friends .. this is wad called life .. enjoy each dae with different friends different activity .. (: so advise is not to have bf .. hahas (: i am reli looking forward meeting up with my dearest babes and fiz tmr .. cuz i wan to take my present frm him !!!!

although it may be painful in the beginning but time will heal the wound (:

i am back

2009-04-13T11:43:00.001-07:00

i am back .. after so much of things going on in life .. i shld update my life .. all this weeks was hard without him by my side .. really hard .. i apologise for what i have did .. going through all the bad things in life .. i have been drinking almost every night .. going home 4 - 5 am i know its dissapointing .. darling girl walked through the hard times with me .. the tears i drop and yes i have changed turning bad .. apologise for every bad things i did to forget the one i truely love .. to keep me going is this sentence he told me before ''i wan a future'' that's why i have been waiting for him .. dissapointing upset and many emotions ..

thanks fries that stood by my side making me laugh (: i know you just wan see me happy
although is hard but i am really trying .. a good news to share with everyone .. i am retaking my o level again .. i found back myself .. and fiz that had show me the never endless nagging!! hahahas study study study .. yes i did study dun worry .. this few daes and weeks friends reli stood by my side dae and night with their concern and teacher that nv failed to show me the concern and love .. reli appreciate for all the worrying and pampering ..

ytd i have fun at chinatown with serene , zk , tania and teacher .. went partyworld and sing definitely my favourite martell .. we open two bottle and of course i am damn drunk and guess what i actually type a msg to him telling him how much i miss him .. omg luckily i nv sent .. woke up was reli tired and had my lunch which they pkt for me afraid that i might not have taken my dinner the dae before .. i reli feel so sweet .. headed to school after that .. was dissapointing actually to know i didn't do my best .. headed to city hall meet boon and tania for dinner and put her tattoo!! had a 1hr plus chat with fries i know he reli cares for me .. thanks! racheal and andrew came and pick us up home (: so sweet !! went to tania home to use computer .. here i am blogging .. and thanks to fiz , roc and karen .. for every little effort .. fiz brought me my favourite eyelash frm hongkong , roc brought me a top few daes back and a sweet little cake by karen .. thanks thanks .. its 1 am and received ms call knowing that he is so stress and i am trying to confort him but i hope it can help .. (: i will be there for u because i care!!

2009-01-11T05:27:00.000-08:00

i am sad knowing everything seem so real yet its all a lie .. no idea why but everything make sense .. omg i feeling so sucky .. but anyway things wouldn't as bad as i think .. just like my fren oso told me ..'' move on '' the only thing i can do is to mia .. i going take a long break frm everything .. i am getting more busier each dae with my work .. working extra hard to get wad i want .. i am so gald that everything had gone smoothly for career .. as for tmr o level result .. LOLS holy shit !!! tmr i will noe (:

bdae celebration

2009-01-08T09:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 21 BIRTHDAE !!

i am back !! its has been a happening week .. yes its happening!! hahas a suprise party from them and omg i had lots of fun and i got myself drunk .. this time i think i miss grandma too much again and cried .. although during the whole dae many things happen .. but managed to avoid it neither making myself unhappy .. i received many bdae wishes and not missing my present .. the greatest present is to dream of grandma during my bdae .. secondly thanks fiz for transporting my present frm new york .. a cake baked by him and thanks for everything .. thanks babe for all the present and the thoughts and my dearest friends thanks you for all the bdae wishes and not list a bdae wish frm karen babe when she is in germany .. lol (: i feel so touched and pampered with every little thoughts frm all my friends and dearest darlings .. thanks thanks !! the laughter and fun together =D this whole week i still have to meet up ivyxlongbaobao , stella darling and james grp !! omg!! i am so lazy .. i stayed at home and pampered myself ytd .. will post some photos soon!!

2009-01-03T07:41:00.001-08:00

pictures of new yr celebration with the dogs

doggies food for the dogs

wei may made this for the doggies

i am carrying sha sha while he carried cookie .. both are cocker spaniel

baby max max and lq and me

me and tania

my baby boy

doggies having fun

bailey smelling other dogs beackside (:

2009-01-03T07:17:00.000-08:00

hmmmm .. everything was fine this dae .. and guess wad? i actually suspect all my dearest beloved friends had done something on mon .. firstly they fake me of fetching me to work in the morning when i have a dog to groom .. yahs and dearest may asked me out for shopping .. is all a lie .. humphs!! i tot i will have to work the dae before .. fooling me to surprise me on mondae .. when i heard it frm park .. i feel so touched by what you guys had put in the effort to come out with e surprise .. but i feel so bad i shld act dunno .. but reli grateful and reli so touched!! i feel so pampered ..

LOVE!!

a future is to have trust in the beginning

its doesn't matter how many daes u guys meet

but its is the little thought he show

being so sensitive towards you

and how much he understand how you feel

and yup you realised you are important to him

he put you as priority

and discuss things together

he will give in and nv flare up his temper

contantly love and concern

you can be sure if there is anything

he will be there!!

2008-12-31T20:54:00.000-08:00

new year!!

i am back .. last nite celebrations was filled with so much enjoyment and i had so much fun with all the doggies and their doggie food is so nice .. hahahs (: i went home at 2plus with my fren fetching me back home with baby max max .. thanks thanks the journey was from bukit gomak back to pasir ris .. so far!! hahas todae morning 830 woke up and headed to thomas area to buy flowers .. i love the flowers at there .. headed to owen road for breadkfast and went to see my grandma .. here i am back home .. heading out for dinner later on .. since todae is the 1st jan .. another 5 more daes to my birthdae .. no idea how to celebrate yet .. (: photos of janice , audrey and me will be posted soon and of course the celebration last nite with e doggies (:

everything start afresh .. no longer want any sadness neither hurt !!

love me for who i am and not wad i am

its melts my heart

2008-12-29T08:02:00.000-08:00

my health is getting weaker nowadaes .. just 2 daes ago when i almost fainted out of no where and ivy babe was so scared when my face turned so pale .. yes i reli feeling so giddy and fall to the floor gald to have her by my side .. but i am fine just that i am still sick now .. and yes my fren realised that i got to go for my check up again .. hais i hate it .. alrite things will be ok .. i wish i cld stayed by my grandma side either at hell or heaven .. feeling sad but the one closest to me don't even understand .. hmmm back to todae .. everyone was late todae for an hr .. humphs i am the earliest although i am late for 10mins .. lols had fun cutting the fat little poodle .. so cute !! went dinner with family after work and headed to see my baby max max .. i miss him so much .. todae saw my 2 babies at petshop .. started licking and licking .. i realised how much i miss the 2 babies and it reli melts my heart seeing them .. i didn't spent much time with even my dearest 2 babies .. and i promise to bring my 3 babies out on wed to attend the celebration with me (: gonna bring them out to the beach to have fun soon

out with xlongbaobao

2008-12-27T07:59:00.000-08:00

had fun with ivyxlongbaobao .. here are some pictutes of us ..

ily (:

2008-12-25T22:16:00.000-08:00

this two daes during xmas eve and xmas is fillled with so many excitng events

on the xmas eve itself i have went work as usual and had a mini celebration in the shop with awfully chocolate cake .. at the same time received my little present from some of my friends .. hee (: got an make up set frm may and wei mei .. in the end didn't went along with bbq at cck , neither drinking at pub or out with the gals to town .. so sorry .. i am just tired to entertain so didn't carry on with those events .. LOL but went with may for dinner instead and out to a more quieter place with my favorite mahjong session .. i miss ginger so much and here comes chili (a new ckc dog .. 4 mth old puppy) that steal my mac wing to eat when we was having our supper 2am in e morning .. played till 6plus and its present time again .. and wilson fetch me back on his bike .. thrill with a little excitment and scared .. LOL back home it was 7plus in e morning and i got to wake in like hr plus again to meet my family and cousin to visit my grandma .. simply miss my grandma so much .. i drop my tears awaes when it comes to her .. headed for lunch at a thai resturant with everyone at IMM .. carry on with shopping .. and supposed to go to a xmas party but i skip it .. so in the evening when i am back home for that 5 mins and rush to meet my fren for celebration .. hee a simple dinner at pepper lunch at town and headed to watch the bedtimes story at cathay .. yup its was just ok onli the show .. the budsy look so cute!! supposed to head out to meet mark at 11plus but didn't when i am so sleepy but i still went out 1plus in e morning to meet karen babe to pass her e xmas present .. yes i received mine too !! something that i have been wanting for mths in LA!! i feel so sweet in the nite as i didn't realised they still rmb it .. so sweet of her little thought .. yes my galfriends had complained that i have too much ppl to meet in just a dae and didn't squeeze out some time for them .. i am so sorry!! i have not been catching up with tania babe and we are drifitin apart somehow with me didn't seem to bother abt her that why nowadaes and it seem to bring us even more far .. todae it is fridae .. supposed to have work but didn't went when i slp till 2pm in the afternoon and its time for blogging!! hahas yup heading out soon to meet my family for lunch (:

my friends

thanks you it have always been so sweet of you guys and the little thoughts .. i have received 11 present this year for xmas .. thanks thanks!! i simply love you guys lots !!

2008-12-24T05:04:00.000-08:00

GIRLS OUT !! ily <3

2008-12-23T09:22:00.000-08:00

i am so tired this few daes .. been goin on with my work and my shopping on xmas present .. it reli last min shopping and stuff .. yup i have went alot of shopping this daes at town .. i have brought for my dearest girlfriends .. hahas but mabe it is once a year and oh my god .. guy stuff is reli ex uh .. ytd brought an banana crumble and a barley water for sweetie when she is going to fall sick .. reached home i spent so much time wrapping e present when i am just sux at it .. lols todae had gals out .. reli enjoyed and had lots and lots of fun with my 3 babes todae .. my dearest one , rochell babe , sha and sab .. i received my xmas present and it reli reli very sweet when everything is done by little thoughts and a sweet little card that melts my heart with the words in it .. i just can't wait to have fun on the new yr eve and new yr and lastly followed by my bdae .. todae went dinner with the gals and had so much funs together .. so hard to have eveyone gathered together when we have so much things to do and working .. we didn't missed our photo taking as well .. our favourite (: i feel so sweet todae .. after 10plus headed to meet my other gal fren and carry on with shopping .. i saw this aldo watch that i like alot and we went to have our gals chats .. everything lasted 12plus took a cab back home .. i am so tired now !!

thanks babes (: its reli so sweet!! ily my dearest

busy busy!

2008-12-20T08:43:00.000-08:00

this few daes been running down everywhere in singapore .. LOL my daes was occupied with stuff beside working .. fri went out with yizhen babe and entertained lucky boy for awhile .. so sweet of her fetch me to driving center then we headed out with our shopping and stuff .. had lots of fun with her .. been goin up and down of the whole singapore and in the evening went out with ah gong .. LOL headed for dinner at esplanade and hmm just some lame thing that we are doing .. he is just lacking the sense of humour .. todae received my early xmas present frm bernice .. i love the present (: so sweet of her and i had fun with bella too .. sweetie had fetch me back home again todae .. in the evening headed to yishun to meet doreen .. i am so tired after a long dae with so much thing happening ..

part and pacel in life

accept it , face it !! things are beyong control unless things changed .. compromised !!

the same

2008-12-17T06:10:00.000-08:00

if everything was back like before

my beloved grandma had finally left .. still feeling emptyness and i miss her so much .. although still couldn't accept the fact .. here i am took another 2 daes leave on thur and fri to go and see her .. hmm but i am quite ok when i am back to work this morning .. although feeling reli tired after being entertained by doreen, serene , my bro and jason .. omg i awaes been busying either with stuff or either outing and work .. i nv tried sitting infront of the com and play game for hrs .. been years .. LOL(: in e past i awaes feel it is my wasting time .. ytd went lan shop and play lan .. i played dota .. in e past i awaes grumble and complain to him that sitting beside him watching him to play dota for hrs i will go crazy .. even for that 15 mins .. but yup i think i need go try it myself .. 2 hrs of dota last nite .. hearing some of my friends playing audition .. omg first time trying the game .. ok i reli dun like audition .. HEE (: i have fun last nite .. having my dinner at pasir pajang .. ` ur letters touched my heart

SPECIAL THANKS :

Rochell babe , Yizhen girl , Ivyxlongbaobao , Bernice , Karen babe , Saywee boy , James , Ashley , Frank , Jean , Wilson , Jerome , Liang qing, Barry boy, park , Lauren , May , Wei mei , Stella darling

thanks you for stooding by my side all this daes and those who attended the funeral .. really grateful and appreaciate what you guys have done and the little thoughts and the sms ..

2008-12-08T07:57:00.000-08:00

these few daes really busy with everything .. grand opening of may shop .. many dogs were around ytd .. had fun and saw sha sha , a cocker which is 2 yr old looks just like a puppy .. so cute and i have taken some picture of butter too .. and this morning have to attend an indian ceremony .. i am so tired and i ps someone which supposed to meet me at marsiling this afternoon .. wasn't had much mood and didnt wan meet anyone so ... somehow i feel bad .. ytd seeing my fren who is 19 yr older than e gf .. but somehow they managed to communicate just because i feel the guy give in alot .. his reason : i love her !! their relationship is strong because of trust and communication .. thinkng the whole nite ytd of everything .. its all started with no trust and ........ wad does LOVE mean to u?

life is filled with ups and down

i awaes afraid this dae will come true

feeling lost in a way

because it really come true

which i fear for this dae

i have no idea why

i am difted far away

2008-12-05T07:37:00.000-08:00

firstly todae was reli happy .. park brought me a new handphone ... thanks thanks i feel so touched and a little surprise by wad she told me this morning .. the lil sweet thoughts (: everything was fine todae .. went breadkfast with may , kel and park before starting work .. thanks everyone !! who nv failed to be by my side .. the most touching part is i wrote a super duper long e-mail to him to cheer him up ytd .. hahahahas humphs luckily my effort didn't gone to waste at least i able to cheer u up .. omg my daes is getting more and more busy each dae .. todae after school went bedok and headed back to parkway parade with my parents for dinner and do some shopping .. i feel so sweet ..

be more realistic ok? reality is awaes cruel .. cheer up!!

2008-12-04T09:02:00.000-08:00

THANKS (:

many thoughts and feeling this morning .. wondering how to face him but in the end he saw me and started to laugh .. this is how everything had solved .. BY A LAUGH!! isn't that complicated .. thanks (: todae afternoon i feel so bad that i got to wrk and didn't have e time to meet xiongbaobao up but so sweet of her .. and my hp was low batt the whole dae .. i am sorry for all the late replys and didn't realise just a dae so much thing happening to him .. so gulity that my hp no batt .. hmm alrite in e evening meet up with sylvia girl for dinner which we have planned it long ago .. yup went to had thai food .. end up i am so full .. went to chill till 12plus and i am back home .. had lots of fun and jokes with her .. once again i feel so sweet in my heart that my fren who went to san francisco brought me a dress .. omg thanks my chee bye bye [a nickname we used to communicate ! hahas] (: yup i am reli reli happy ..

lil thoughts !!

smile (:

2008-12-03T07:50:00.000-08:00

PAMPERED (:

this morning upset things happened which i am very dissappointed .. hmm wasn't feeling good and slept for 5 hrs in the afternoon .. for so many daes goin so many places i realised i am reli very tired .. its time my body got to have a good rest .. woke up le prepare to go out meet tania babe to pass her some stuff and went white sands with her after work and met rochell babe .. miss her so much .. headed to hougang mall to meet bernice at e same time pass her some stuff too.. (: yup at the same time met my fren at there too .. me and my fren headed down to dempsey road for ben and jerry ice cream .. i haven had my dinner .. and eating my favourite ice cream .. hee the place was very nice .. i nv been there before .. but the place was reli good with live band .. i received a small little gift from racheal todae knowing that i wanted the face mask .. hahahas .. omg i feel so pampered .. he drove me down all the way to eat ice cream and just like roxanne babe ytd the small little thoughts for worrying me and rochell babe for her little thoughts that she said todae and lastly bernice brought me an chocolate .. thanks all my friends .. its reli melts for heart .. i am so blessed to have all of you =D

i simply hate ur attutide .. (:

dun hurt urself when u know u will be walking back into my footstep ..you know it sux!! love urself more than the one you love .. if there is a dae u dun hate her its means you no longer love her anymore just like i do .. no matter how much u hurt uself the one you love will nv feel anything .. simply because she doesn't love u .. dun be silly boy anymore .. its hurts i know , something cannot control but be strong okay?(:

2008-12-01T10:22:00.000-08:00

CONTENTED (:

its another dae has gone .. i am happy with wad i did todae .. todae woke up at 11am and prepare to go sch for some renovation .. yup learn poodle lamb clip todae .. had fun and headed to east coast park after sch for dinner although there had quite a few memories but managed not to think abt it anymore .. memories? realise it is all hurting times .. hee went there for 3 hrs plus eating and chit chattin with my 4 friends .. lols then went to bukit batok and play with (butter) and baileys .. omg butter so cute lahs the way she look .. =DD its is 9plus .. jack fetch us to bendemeer to shop for doggies clothes .. i am so excited and happy brought 20 over piece of clothes that i brought for doggies xmas present .. ppl think i am siao .. hahahahas but its reli cheer up for the dae .. through i brought a few clothes for mikka gal thinking how to pass to him .. ): its tiring but it just like i have went for a long shopping .. reached home and chatted with roxanna babe for 2 hr plus on the phone .. omg !! its been a long time since we last meet up .. we have lots to catch up yea? i am reli shag todae .. yes life is great and i reli love my life now .. having my friends and doggies by my side .. i am contented =DD

dun think too much ok? .. luckily i brighten up ur dae althrough it rains .. hope ya feeling better and dun bother all e craps its all rubbish yea .. something we can't control so dun bother .. smile (:

ilove my life (: smile!!

tiring dae

2008-11-30T06:12:00.000-08:00

just knowing where your aim is everything will turn out well

ytd had a long long dae .. as usual went to work in e dae and nothing much .. being me i had fun with all e dogs especially one of e golden retriver .. hee after work went mustafar with may , jack and vincent .. went to shop for the shop stuff .. i am feeling hungry by that time and we still rushing to ikea .. hahas then helped them to do the shop till 4plus in e morning .. had fun joking and chatting althrough everyone is tired .. so sweet of may bf to fetch me home frm bukit batok to pasir ris .. hahas when i got home it is 5am in e morning and i got to wake up in another 3 hrs time .. i am so tired .. hahas todae hmmm was a normal dae .. i got an surprise in e afternoon !! and it cheer my mood up the whole dae .. its was the little thoughts that count .. =DD thanks!! after work went dinner with tania babe just knowing that we hasn't meet up for a week and yup lots of complain of each other.. hahas .. everydae pei bf didn't have time to have our gals out .. and me neglecting my dearest sylvia and rochell babe .. didn't realised a week has gone .. tmr will be another busy dae as well as a happy dae .. =)

2008-11-28T06:58:00.000-08:00

ytd went to full house to had korean food and drink e sake with may and park .. hee was there for like 3 hrs plus eating and drinking .. so tired !! hahas then headed back home to groom my baby max max and meet karen babe .. as usual our normal chatting and cut babies nails and shave their pee pee area .. hee and i am back home at 3plus in e morning .. this morning woke up at 3plus in e afternoon .. omg i had slept for 12hr .. lols woke up i am still tired .. am i certified to be a pig??? on e com the whole of e afternoon and headed out to meet mark to pass him his pie .. hahahas which i supposed to meet him e dae before which i forget the time again .. lols then at 7plus went to meet my fren for dinner .. hee went to eat my favourite bak ku teh at blastier road .. so stupid lors !! i awaes dunno how to go there .. now finally i ate it .. been a long time since i eat it .. humphs !!

*once again you dissapear in my life .. is all this fate? (:

2008-11-25T08:12:00.000-08:00

a tired dae out ytd afternoon .. hee =DD went hosptial had a long chat with grandma about marriage and e past .. this is what grandma say to me ''you're not stable yet .. dun hurt him when both of u have different characters'' agree ba .. through all this while i am sad and a question had pop up to me when i reli dunno wad the answer too.. my hestisation proved to me alot le .. ytd think alot at e same time went dinner with janice babe at waraku @ the central .. i realise my thinking wasn't that far or mabe should i say isn't deep enough to understand how he feel .. however i feel so useless that all this while i am the one hurting him .. mabe everything is fate .. no idea and didn't want think about love anymore .. patient waiting there will bound to find my mr right .. =) todae was stress at e same time hmm not pleased with the cutting .. had 4 pom which is so cute .. cut 1 and a half pom todae .. had fun !! went dinner at compasspoint with fren =D i must say i am contented with my life and gald to have those particular close ones by my my side .. miss karen babe which will be back tmr !! to all my beloved galfrens that are by my side to share my ups and downs and of course other friends that are around me and definitely my 3 dearest babies that bring joy and happiness into my life .. i got to be more independent =DD thanks my friends for all the sweet little thoughts and concern each dae!! gtg study le =) take care

2008-11-23T20:30:00.000-08:00

some photos of us =DD

2008-11-16T08:34:00.000-08:00

ytd had lots of fun with my frens .. in e morning as usual went to work and karen came and pick me up frm work and fetch me home .. so sweet of her .. reached home all my cousin came and play with them till 8plus changed and get ready to meet say wee and james .. i was late lahs .. LOL =D i nv once early .. then went to had dinner and headed to clarke quay and meet another new fren .. yup then went to conspiracy to drink to celebrate say wee advance birthdae .. had chivas !!! after that raymond came and meet us omg i was very bad ytd .. vomitted twice and stomach doesn't feel good .. james went brought medicine for me .. thanks thanks !! then end up i feel much better and drink again .. mood was getting lower .. i cried again .. hais as usual but i promised sw not to cried after drinking .. but i feeling so terribly when i miss him so badly .. hais but i feel much better after i cried .. continue to drink tiger after that .. hais everything ended till 3plus and wanted to go play and find mark de but feel rather bad to ps my fren so didn't went and andrew was oso nearby me .. dun wan ps my frens again in e end nv meet either one of them .. reached home at 4plus and went home had a 4 hrs slp and headed to work again .. todae was happy .. had fun with bella while bathing her .. hahas she is so cute and enjoys e massage .. bernice brought her to sch to groom her .. then headed to goldie came and yup is very well behaved todae .. lastly vivian told me she is coming to find me together with joy at 5plus .. hahasand joy had grown fatter .. next sundae will be seeing joy again .. yeahs!! end work at 6plus serene fetch me back home .. headed back home waited say wee to collect his book from me .. yup then went on with my beauty slp .. hee headed out again to see baby max max .. yup play with him e whole nite and i am back home ..

life is fun ;)

2008-11-14T09:35:00.000-08:00

yesterdae had prom nite .. yup had fun and went shopping with aisha e whole dae and get my hair done .. yup everything went well .. took many photos and gald that had fun with sylvia too .. super duper cute lahs .. i miss her so much!! when its all over i am so tired with my heels and when i reached home i realli too tired to even join the group out to drink and chill and didn't join e guys to kbox as i am so damn tired le .. hahas took a cab back home with my uncle and sha .. hahas yup and lastly got to thanks to my uncle indra and kt that took many pictures of me .. had lots of fun and laughter with everyone .. but eventually i got to apologise that michelle suddenly walked straight to me and told to fetch me home .. i totally forget about her and went off with my frens .. so sorry to forget about you .. and lastly to dearest aisha dun be so sad le alrite? money can always earn back .. dun worry neither sad ya?

todae morning woke up and i am so tired lahs .. humphs went to work .. late again !! LOL =D not that bad had improved in my scissoring .. evening time tania babe came and yup end work went dinner at parkway parade with tania, kel , park and me .. yup had so full and went to shop around .. laugh and jokes again .. i am so tired after that .. then headed back home to brought mum favourite bread and see my baby max max so happi again .. omg my heart reli melts when i see him .. he is so cute !! i love him so much!! then headed back to my uncle place put down all my stuff before heading out to meet karen and my cute babies .. lol we both sit at e chair toking and toking for like 2 hrs plus when we dun see each other for a week .. and in e end i am late to meet mark .. i think i am late for abt an hr plus .. i am so sorry boy!! still feel so gulity .. yup meet him about 12plus and went to chill .. something happen .. hee hee :)

move on and be with people that appreciate you

MOVE ON :)

2008-11-12T04:00:00.000-08:00

move on :)
todae my dae was bad .. everything screwed up .. couldn't concentrate on even such a basic ting .. i can't help it but i noe teacher noe i am feeling sucky .. i noe it myself but then i feel so useless ba .. i reli cannot concentrate and my mind is thinking of him again and hais ...
it just make me feel like giving up and just walk off halfway during lesson .. he told me this : MOVE ON !! IF SOMEONE RELI LOVE YOU WILL NEVER MAKE YOU SAD .. dunno why i hate this feeling .. but i noe i got to move on althrough it is reli hard .. just like wad kel say todae DUN JUST CLOSE UR HEART OPEN UP .. i hope i can but .... helpless but i wish i remain like this .. nv wan think .. had a quarrel with her when my mood wasn't good too .. hais feeling sad to quarrel with her .. dunno why but todae things weren't going well .. i hate it .. e dae is just FUCK !!!

love is a decision

2008-11-11T07:02:00.000-08:00

been busy this daes .. life was still alrite but rather busy and many things goin on .. hmm finally o level its all over .. sun nite went fishing with park and kel at bedok jetty .. wad a boring thing to do .. in e end went there to think alot .. think for 6 hrs before heading back home .. eventually time pass so fast .. dunno wad i am thinking too .. to find an answer out of it in e end nth came in my mind .. on mon is off dae .. yeahs .. then headed lunch with my ah gong .. lol he isn't that old .. webt to shop around .. then after that in e evening went to meet my fren .. prepare an hr plus dinner in e end i have so much comments on e food .. lol i am so bad .. but i appreciate e food just mabe it is not to my liking .. and yup i promised will cook something nice for my fren to eat .. hahas since he didn't break his promise .. had a tiring nite taking lots of photos and yup i am so tired after a long dae .. morning paper was alrite .. yup headed to work after that .. i am late again as usual .. 40 mins this time .. hahas but no scolding .. heng!! groom 4 dogs todae but had fun .. long coat shihtzu .. hee supposed to meet darlings tonite but changed to next week so went dinner with park .. went to full house had korean food .. tasted not bad and i love their kimchi .. ha yup after that went to see my baby max max .. had fun with him and didn't realised that he grown to be more mature .. had fun and spent 2 hrs plus him before heading back home .. here i am blogging and i am so sleepy .. gtg slp =DD gdnite!!

love is a decision !!

running away from a painful love that i never wan feel it again

bdae celebration

2008-11-01T06:45:00.000-07:00

been a week since i blog .. been busying with many stuff .. hahas e dae before went out with ter and kah mum .. had a super long chat till next morning hangin at e hong kong cafe and after close we headed back to e void deck continue our chit chat .. its 4am i am back home and entertain this 2 of my fren chatting on e phone for another 2 hrs plus before i slp .. super tired!! next dae woke up at 10plus then headed to frankel ave to sch .. worn my favourite white blouse with e butterfly sleeve which i love alot and jean with my white heels out .. hee =D had lunch at different taste w tania and bf and oso teacher .. e wasabi prawn is quite nice .. starting my course next week .. so happy .. yup 5plus and its time for me to leave frm sch to meet my other grp of frens .. ter , daryl , phang , pohling , wei hong and xin er to celebrate xin er advanced bdae .. went to new york at citylink for dinner with my 6 frens and cut cake there .. yup its awaes fun to meet up with them .. and didn't managed to went to moive with them and headed to meet eunice and we having some surprise for tania babe .. yup .. reached kel house and celebrate bdae with her at 1plus in e morning .. hahas yup it turned out well and its mahjong time after that .. i am so shag after i reached home and my fren call me in e morning 3plus to chit chat .. i am too tired to even noe wad i am toking .. LOL =D 2 bdae celebration in a dae .. i am so tired but i had so much fun with all my frens .. thanks!!

will post my pictures soon!!

my life is enjoying and meaningful with you guys around!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TANIA BABE

loveyou!!!

celebration

2008-10-31T11:58:00.001-07:00

our friendship

2008-10-26T09:21:00.000-07:00

been a tiring dae with many dogs to groom .. hee but was happy becuz i and her had clear our misunderstanding and doubts .. mabe it strengthen our friendship .. todae drop my tears when i received a mms seeing how she really cherish e friendship between us and ..... hais but i am gald everything solved by a dae and is really hmmm .. yup goin on a nearby trip to batam 3 weeks frm now .. yipee !! i 'll be goin with her partly to forget him and yup enjoy too .. can't wait to go there enjoy and their massage is super good and cheap .. hahas yeahs and we might b goin with eunice too .. omg i bet it gonna be fun with e 3 of us again .. hope we dun end up missing e guys we love .. hahas everything gonna be great .. right now i can't wait to enjoy tmr deepavali celebrations .. =D life is going smoothly nowadaes .. life is awaes full of ups and downs but it is all depends on how we goin to handle things .. how i wish i can find someone to be my pillar that i can lie on again .. looking for my happiness now !!

every girl wish was to find a true love and someone really know how to love her =D hee !!

cherish?

2008-10-25T06:30:00.000-07:00

i am back .. been a long and tiring dae for me on fri .. ytd maths paper was rather alrite but i am just sux at maths .. hahas so hmmm .. after paper went for breadkfast with jerome and rochell then headed back to jerome hse play sims 2 .. hahas 3plus in e afternoon reached home and went out for lunch with karen again at changi village .. reaching 5pm i reached home and plan to slp and received wenhao and daph call .. go for dinner!! i wanted to catch a nap but slp for like half an hr changed and went out again .. 7plus went to meet xin er, ter , daryl and phang to celebrate larry bdae at a chalet .. was being occupied by their laughter and funny jokes and of course food .. hahas then headed to kok sin chalet too .. chit chat omg i met all my long lost frens.. guess wad i met tim at e chalet which we have lost contact for nearly a yr plus .. yup been a long time since i had a nice tok with kok sin , dedric .. anyways ytd i had fun with them .. walked back home feeling headache and continue back to my study .. haha shag

life is great with all my dearest frens around me .. it isn't that bad without him !!

24/10 saturdae

normal dae without any programe simply becuz i am too lazy to go out .. need to study too .. although a little bored studying but knowing i am goin out on mon to celebrate deepavali everything seem worth while .. suffered abit and i will be enjoying myself on mon .. hee yipee !!

i have so much plans goin on next week .. 3 paper next week but i have already planned to have fun .. goin swim and goin club with frens and of course not forgettin dinner with ah boy .. hee omg e week is filled with colours again .. i noe like is always great with frens around .. not forgetting after o levels meeting my gfs , xlongbaobao , R'S twins , xy , to go shopping , sun tanning and many other stuff to do .. i am getting bored of this 2 weeks .. got to just bear another 2 weeks .. i miss shopping !! i miss doing pedicure!! i miss sun-tanning!! i miss watchin moive .. i miss hanging out late with my frens .. not forgetting mahjong!!!! humphs i miss so much stuff lurhs .. so sad another 2 weeks!!! i have so much things to do .. let time pass faster!! please (:

2008-10-23T01:08:00.000-07:00

hee .. back!! omg ytd i reached home at 4plus 5 in e morning .. super tired but had fun .. ytd went to buy her present with rochell and jerome .. hahas went plaze sing there was 2plus in e afternoon .. then brought most of e stuff and fries came and meet me at 4plus .. went to buy and do e present everything lasted till 7plus .. went to buy b'dae cae and headed back to pasir ris to meet karen and brought babies with us to pasir ris park with us to celebrate bdae .. and it was like 10 plus and we headed to giant as i wanted to buy e popcorn chicken and some stuff .. 11plus we sent fries to e mrt and poor him didn't managed to catch e last train and he got to took a cab back home .. gosh it is one end
to other end from pasir ris .. hmm yup i went home bath and i headed out again and enjoying chit chatting with her .. yeah had fun .. i slept at 5plus .. so tired!!

happy bitrthdae karen!!

smile =D

2008-10-21T08:51:00.000-07:00

yeah .. finally todae eng paper had finally ended .. not bad rather easy .. hee

paper end at abt 7pm .. yup then i went back home bath changed and realised my 2 babies is still at petshop .. supposed to meet barry at 7plus 8 but poor baby louis is having diahorrea and i went to brought fish and cook fish porridge for him to eat knowing that he wont't take his medicine .. hahas i mixed e medicine in e porridge and he finish it .. when everything is done it is already 9pm and went to meet barry .. lasted till 10plus 11 then had my late dinner .. hee =D reached home and saw baby louis stop his diahorrea le .. but got to observed still .. yup tmr no paper .. yeahs !! 2 daes break .. mabe meeting fries to buy present .. i am looking forward for thur .. 23 oct!!! is 3 person bdae!! my grandma and my baby cousin and karen .. hee = D getting excited? i can't wait for my o levels to end too ..

is all about you

2008-10-18T10:44:00.001-07:00

todae woke up meet mum for breadkfast before heading to work

many dogs todae and lq came and meet me before heading to meet karen and family =D

went for dinner and back home to change and went for moive

many friends was telling me e house bunny was reli not bad

and i haven had a chance to watch .. yup so i went to watch with lq ..

IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME ANYMORE

life will never go the way u wan

although todae is sad with many things but

i still like who i am

as i always say love me for who i am

not wad i am

i didn't noe that life can be that great with u around

you make me knowing that i can live happily and smile every hr in life

time to grow up

2008-10-17T00:22:00.000-07:00

you all make my life filled with colours , joy and laughter

getting more and more better each dae

with him making me smile by his craps

thanks i am much better

i know everyone is worried for me .. bud i am getting stronger dae by dae

love is something seem so fake to me

i nv gonna believe that everything is so prefect anymore

its time to grow up =D

everything turn out well

2008-10-16T08:07:00.000-07:00

ytd nite after swim with babes had a reli late dinner at 11plus in e nite .. full of grumbling =D .. walked back home crossed e bridge and stuff .. i dropped my tears .. i reli can't help it .. think of e sweet memories .. i hate it too!! hmm .. todae morning meet rochell babe for breadkfast before headin back to sch for exam .. as usual i was late .. supposed to meet at 8am but i am late for 20 mins .. keke then we had breadkfast headed sch for e practical exam .. while waiting to be led to e practical room i am getting more and more nevous .. took out our photo loooking at e picture of him make me feel less nervous and more confidence in myself .. everything turned out to be good in e end bud shucks why am i still tinking of this person .. shld get out my mind now .. i hate wad i feel nw bud i am thankful nw while i am in e deepest part in life without him gald to have all my galfrens and good frens stood by my side .. is a natural tings nwadaes to think of him every of my dae .. but soon i noe i will forget him .. yup although life without him is lonely but having all my dearest loves one by my side is good enough .. love is something hard to explain and can't help it .. whatever it is i hope everything will soon be over ..

loving someone who doesn't cherish and treat u good bud someones who treats you real good and knows how to appreciate and give u e happiness in life yet because of a word NO FEEL end up back to square 1 i rather be single .. =D

being with someone you really love is e real happiness be it how tough it is you will walk thru it together with no regrets !! for e time being my heart is still kept close because i reli do still love him alot .. its is painful and tough journey to go thru it alone

CHEERFULL ME

2008-10-15T02:38:00.000-07:00

morning went to e jerome hse to study with rochell babe
managed to make me laugh with their sweet photos
trying to get back to my cheerful me
althrough deep inside i am still sad and miss him alot which i cannot deny
its was 7plus when i went to meet karen family and babies .. i miss my 2 little babies
headed for dinner and back home to study and in love with e tv .. been a while since i sat infront on tv and watch for 2 hrs plus ..
3plus in e morning received tania babe called knowing she was crying while i have fallen asleep at 1plus.. worried for her at e same time i am so sleepy knowing she will be fine so didn't went to look for her after that ..
morning woke up and bath headed to petshop to find out if she was ok b4 heading back to sch and i was late! my poor 4 frens!! hahas hmm tonite going swim with tania babe and eunice! supposed to meet ming shun with his frens for dinner but swimming with e gals tonite still my priority so might meet again tmr with him =D .. getting excited for tmr science practical .. will post some photos soon ..

be someone that u r meant to be
never let anyone changed u
you will nv know who will fall
in love with u again with ur smile
with your everything

life goes on

2008-10-13T23:58:00.000-07:00

tania and me .. thanks for being by my side

YOU MAKE ME SMILE =D

life goes on ..

i make you guys worried
i will nv do silly things again just like last nite
although e cut on my wrist is hurt
bud the hurt in my heart is even more unbearable
i am sorry my dearest frens , my babes
give me more time
i still wan be alone this daes

pls do not be worry i will not do silly things again

life eventually got to go on ...

LOVE . JOY . HAPPINESS

2008-10-12T07:37:00.000-07:00

i wouldn't have walk out my darkness without u
if i didn't met u i think i am still stuck inside
in e past of me and him
you make me realise that my life is not just about love
is all about love , joy and happiness
you make me realise that i am wrong
to torture myself and drops my tears everynite when i miss him badly
yet i have to go through everything alone
i hate it when i am lost without him by my side
you are e one that brought me out
letting me noe i can walk out and forget e times with him
no more stress , no more hurt and sadness
juz like wad u told me ''it can be sweet everydae''
you make me smile
you me laugh
every little thoughts
*i really appreciate it! thanks for juz making me smile like before and be like wad i use to be and its been a long time ever since i laugh =D thanks boy ..

its was on sat nite when i was working as usual , he appeared and surprised me .. hahas lols end my work and headed dinner with him .. omg we chatted for like 3 hrs plus .. then we walk to central to have our supper and full of craps and laughter with him .. e walk with him was nice .. hee hmmm ya e bridge and e fish pond that i rmb that he wanted throw me in .. lols .. everything lasted till 2plus in e morning .. i am tired and we played with baby max max after that b4 he headed back home ! had fun at e same time i am tired! =D